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2010-08-10T12:04:00.001-07:00

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Education.

2010-03-12T11:30:00.001-08:00

Hmm… I’m sure graduation is on the minds of many people as the semester turns the corner and graduation is coming closer and closer. But here’s something to think about:

“ . . . I shall presume to tell you, by the way, that it is a grand error, and of dangerous consequence in Christian academies, (pardon the censure from one so unfit to pass it, seeing the necessity of the case commandeth it,) that they study the creature before the Redeemer, and set themselves to physics, and metaphysics, and mathematics, before they set themselves to theology; whereas, no man that hath not the vitals of theology, is capable of going beyond a fool in philosophy. Theology must lay the foundation, and lead the way of all our studies.” Richard Baxter, The Reformed Pastor, 58.

Sanctification

2010-03-11T16:21:00.001-08:00

Earlier this year the faculty preached on sanctification for its yearly Faculty Lecture Series. It would be safe to say that this topic has hit me upside the head. Now, I’ll be the first to admit that there really hasn’t been any large change in my theology of sanctification. But if there has been anything gleaned in these lectures, its how that theology ought to make its way into my life and how it ought to be applied to those around me.

Sanctification is a work of God. Just like justification, sanctification is monergistic. It is God initiated. Sanctification is God sustained. No man on earth can bring about sanctification in another. The Bible is clear that it is the Lord that works in the heart of the believer which produces fruit in the believer’s life.

Romans 8:12-13, “So then, brethren, we are under obligation, not to flesh, to live according to the flesh— for if you are living according to the flesh, you must die; but if by the Spirit you are putting to death the deeds of the body, you will live.”

Philippians 1:6, “For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus.”

Philippians 2:12-13, “So then, my beloved, just as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure.”

Ephesians 2:10, “For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.”

1 Peter 1:2-4, “Grace and peace be multiplied to you in the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord; seeing that His divine power has granted to us everything pertaining to life and godliness, through the true knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and excellence. For by these He has granted to us His precious and magnificent promises, so that by them you may become partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world by lust.”

Romans 6:17-18, “But thanks be to God that though you were slaves of sin, you became obedient from the heart to that form of teaching to which you were committed, and having been freed from sin, you became slaves of righteousness.”

Galatians 5:22-23, “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control; against such things there is no law.”

Even the Old Testament speaks of God as the actor of sanctification when addressing the New Covenant we have in Christ,

Ezekiel 36:25-27, “Moreover, I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; and I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statues, and you will be careful to observe My ordinances.”

There is no way around it. All glory is given to God because He initiates and carries out our sanctification. God works within the heart to make the believer holy. Our external works are but a mere manifestation of the work of God that takes place within.

It is important that the believer correctly respond to Bible’s teaching of sanctification. You, as a believer, must constantly be patient bearing in mind that you are not the primary agent of sanctification. You can do nothing to bring a person from A to B. You may bear a responsibility in pointing them in the right direction, but it is only the sovereign hand of God that can carry an individual’s heart from dark to light, death to life, sin to righteousness.

Be patient and eagerly rejoice with those around you when God works in a life. Continue to encourage, teach, set the example, and disciple; but never forget that you are not the primary agent of a changed heart—God is.

Soli Deo Gloria,
Mark Pakingan

New Semester

2010-02-11T15:35:00.000-08:00

Wow! I haven't blogged in a long time.

But this semester has been.... A BLAST! The Lord is good and I will try and post sometime in the near future.

Mark Pakingan

Powerless

2009-12-21T16:32:00.000-08:00

"For what the Law could not do, weak as it was through the flesh, God did: sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and as an offering for sin, He condemned sin in the flesh, so that the requirement of the Law might be fulfilled in us, who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit." Romans 8:3-4

I know this is not the most "Christmasy" of texts, but believe it or not it does resound with Christmas truth; and here is why.

No matter how hard we try we will always fall short of living up to the law of God. Again, I believe every Christian will confess this; but I'm not quite sure if we live/act as if that statement is true.

Paul's explanation is that the Law is made weak through the flesh. If we were not lost in our own fleshly lusts and desires and Law were actually attainable, it would not be weak. In fact, we would actually benefit because we would find favor in the Lord and escape judgment.

Unfortunately, we know that is not the case. All of mankind is found sinful in the flesh. The Law can only curse and condemn us into eternal hell. Our flesh makes the Law powerless.

Thankfully, that which we could not do God has been accomplished through His Son Jesus Christ. The sovereign plan of God was to send His Son in the likeness of flesh (incarnation). Without the sending of the Son, without His being made into the flesh there is no wrath-satisfying sacrifice on our behalf.

God took on human flesh and acted on our behalf. The Law that once condemned has been fulfilled in Christ for our benefit. We are no longer powerless in the Law, but have power in the cross (1 Cor 1:18).

The doctrine of the incarnation of Christ is directly tied to the Gospel. If Jesus Christ was merely man, He too would be powerless in the flesh and at the mercy of the condemning Law. But He is not merely a man. He is God in the flesh, the true God-man. All made possible because of the event in which we profess to celebrate and commemorate this Christmas season.

If we do not celebrate the incarnation of Jesus Christ during this Christmas season we cannot celebrate the Gospel. Paul may not have had December 25 set aside in his calendar as a day to remember the incarnation of Christ, but he did understand it's importance in the Gospel message.

Praise the Lord. That which we could not do God has done through Jesus Christ. Merry Christmas everyone.

In Christ,
Mark Pakingan

Anabu sa Buena Park...

2009-11-30T17:37:00.000-08:00

Christian: nan dyan ka ba pare?
meron akong malaking pabor at uutusin kita..
dito lang ako sa compyooter ko..
hihintayan kita
Sent at 5:13 PM on Monday

me: whoa
anong ka'ilangan mo?
kai'ilangan*
pero baka merong kayo problemo ka'se hindi ako sa bahay ko...
pinunta ko sa library.. pero malapit lang... sa tapat nang calle... sa biola.

Christian: oh pare
wala ako ren say bahay ko
Sent at 5:30 PM on Monday

me: sa'an ka ba?

Christian: pupunta kami, si jaz at ako, sa disneyland bukas.. puede kong hiiramin yung pass mo?
me: aba! expired na yung pass ko..

Christian: hahahahahahahahahaha

me: tawagan mo si mark j

Christian: ano palagay mo sa akin?!?!?! ITIM!?!?!

me: pero kinikita ni'la yung picture sa entrance

Christian: dios ko!

me: hahahaha

Christian: oo nga!
mas mukaang tayo

me: ahahaha... hmm...

Christian: sisquint lang ako sa entrance

me: sino pa ba merong pass?

Christian: diba?

me: siempre!

Christian: hindi ko alam

me: lahat nang alam ko baba'eh

Christian: wala akong pera dang hirap naman

me: alam ko...

Christian: o ano?

me: nakaka oo'wawa
kase lahat nang pera natin' pupunta sa paka'in at sa eschoolahan

Christian: bahala na ako

me: ok... sige na

Christian: ooh pare!
hindi na bale!
cancel na yung date namin

me: hahaha

Christian: merong siyang appointment bukas sa escuela nya
ayos!

me: ayos!

Christian: next time na lang
...
dang dude ur a fob

me: what??
u started it!!!!
hahaha

Christian: hahahaha
awesome

me: i'm gunna post that conversation on my blog

Christian: hahaha k
awesome
thanks man... fun times
gotta study too
later bro

me: lates

New Song?

2009-10-22T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys!

Here is a song I've been listening to in my car. It's a great song that sounds like it would be fun to play one day with a full band! Anyways, the lyrics are very Gospel centered and God honoring. Enjoy!

The Fathers Love - Sovereign Grace Music

Here are the lyrics:

The Father's Love

How has the sinner been forgiven
How has the rebel been made clean
Or blinded eyes been made to see
How have the orphans been adopted
Who hated Your love and ran from grace
Despised and rejected all Your ways

Chorus
How wonderful the Father’s love
The Father’s love for us
That He would send His only Son
To come and rescue us
He has saved us, called us blameless
Guides us now and will sustain us
Oh how wonderful the Father’s love

Your mercy floods our lives with kindness
Your grace has colored all we see
And You have promised not to leave
You freely give Your Spirit to us
So we can be sure we’re sons of God
And rest in the hope of what’s to come

Bridge
Though sufferings may fill our lives
We’re confident we’re heirs with Christ
And so we cry, “Abba, Father”

© 2009 Sovereign Grace Worship (ASCAP)

I'm Glad I'm not in High School

2009-10-20T18:51:00.000-07:00

Students. I was one. I am one. And no, this blog is not one of those, “I will be a student for the rest of my life” type of blogs, but about being a real student. It’s about being a real student, a real student with homework, a backpack, a packed lunch, and a paper due next week.

But what do I think when I look at other students around me. What are the observations that I make? What are the thoughts that flash through my mind? Well, this blog is not about seminary students, we’ll save that one for a later time. But this is about the students I minister to in youth and college ministries. I am around them, I talk to them, and at one point I was one. If there’s anything I know, it’s being a student. For the sake of time, I’ll limit my discussion to high school kids.

Based on my observation high school has become so competitive. So competitive that I believe it is detrimental to a believers spiritual health. Kids today are encouraged by teachers and yes, even parents, to pursue academic excellence at any cost. Let’s get it straight: I am not against academic excellence, I am against academic excellence at the cost of forfeiting the Lord.

Students today are looking to fill their college applications with high SAT scores, extra-curricular activities, AP classes, and awards. High school has become an Olympic event with the gold medal being the acceptance to a prestigious college/university. What troubles me most about this is the high school student’s abandonment of loving the Lord. Kids are forfeiting bible reading, accountability, discipleship, and the like because they do not contribute to their college application. Even some students who are involved in ministry only do so to add to their college application.

As a response, it is difficult to watch. There is a reason why Christians are to profess Him as Lord (Rom 10:9), there is a reason why He asks us to deny ourselves and take up our cross (Mk 8:34-38). And that reason is because He is worth it. Christ can satisfy in a way that no college, degree, job, income, status, or material possession can. Christians are called to be excellent, but never at the expense at following the Savior. Paul was content in rich circumstances and poor circumstances because his contentment did not lie in what he had, but who he had, Christ (Phil 1:21, cf. 4:12-13).

These are just a few thoughts and observations. Hopefully soon I’ll be able to follow up on some thoughts on college students (I think the situation regarding college students are much worse).

“If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel’s will save it. For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world, and forfeit his soul? For what will a man give in exchange for his soul? For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will also be ashamed of him when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angles.” Mark 8:34-38)

In Christ,
Mark Pakingan

Good Grades?

2009-08-26T16:31:00.000-07:00

Today Dr. Essex said something that I've always known, but never knew (if that makes any sense).

Today, Dr. Essex said something along these lines (because I don't have the exact quote), "I'd rather you get an A in God's class and get a B in mine, than get a B in God's class and an A in mine."

Praise God that I would be encouraged to seek the approval of King Jesus above anything else in my seminary education. I look forward to the class (Old Testament Studies) and am excited to use what I learn for my own personal edification and for the edification of the elect.

In Christ,
Mark Pakingan

Opening Chapel

2009-08-26T05:46:00.001-07:00

Praise the Lord for a new school year. With the new school year comes the first chapel! An exciting time to gather together as the men of The Master's Seminary and sing hymns to God, hear the reading of the Word, prayer, and preaching from the Word of God.

Dr. Richard Mayhue opened this year's chapel with a very encouraging message on Matthew 16:13-23. He follows the account of Peter's confession of Jesus as the Christ. Soon after Peter's triumph he falters in rebuking the Lord when Jesus tells of His coming suffering on the cross.

Dr. Mayhue taught that Peter's downfall dealt with his failure to keep his mind on divine revelation. Peter decided to substitute what was previous revealed to him by the Father (v. 17) for human reasoning (v. 23).

The reason why there are so many who fall spiritually, morally, or in ministry is because of that very truth. Our pride can often cause us to think that human wisdom should substitute that of divine revelation.

Thank you Dr. Mayhue for reminding the seminary to keep our hearts and eyes focused on divine revelation (the Word of God) rather than on human reason. Dr. Mayhue said, "When we think differently to God's word we will live disobediently to God's will." As children of God we must remember that the Lord's wisdom far surpasses that of anything else. Our Lord's wisdom is infinitely separate from our weak human intellect (Isaiah 55:5-8), so why would we ever trade in His wisdom for ours?

Alright, just a few thoughts from our first chapel. Class has been great so far and am excited for what is in store in the coming semester!

In Christ,
Mark Pakingan

Prayer Request

2009-08-24T22:31:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Please pray for The Master's Seminary as we start the Fall 2009 semester tomorrow.

Pray for the faculty to continue to stand firm in the Word of our Lord. Pray for the students to be humble and diligent in our studies, not for our glory, but to honor the Lord with the truths we are taught. Pray that we are all are doers of the Word and not merely hearers.

In Christ,
Mark Pakingan

P.S. - Excited for the upcoming semester. Praise the Lord!

Book Review

2009-08-10T20:03:00.000-07:00

Here is a book review of Bruce Ware's book, God's Lesser Glory: The Diminished God of Open Theism

Bruce A. Ware has taught at Trinity Evangelical Divinity School but is currently is a professor of theology at Southern Baptist Theological Seminary in Louisville, Kentucky. In this book Ware seeks to address the issue of Open Theology. The book is critiques the prominent authors of open theism from a biblical perspective.

Bruce Ware wastes no time stating his intention to address open theism stating, “This book proposes to summarize and critique a leading contemporary reconstruction of the doctrine of divine providence” (p. 14). Ware also states that because many of the leaders (Greg Boyd, Richard Rice, David Basinger, John Sanders) of this movement are professing evangelicals their arguments must be taken to heart and careful assessed (p. 14).

Because this book addresses those within the Christian community Ware puts much care in answering and critiquing from a biblical perspective. Ware has structured the book into three parts. In the first part Ware defines and brings clarity to the open theist claims; presenting their rationale for their conclusions. Ware also does an excellent job in defining the different camps; being careful to separate open theists from classical Arminianism. In a respectable and consistent manner (not just in part one), labors to present the information of open theists accurately often quoting and citing the sources of various open theist leaders. Ware in part one, presenting the view of open theists, often interjects and points out loopholes that are eventually addressed in greater detail in part two.

In part two Ware tightens the screws philosophically and theologically. This is where we find the meat of his argument against open theism. The most effective arguments in part 2 of the book is his exposure of the inconsistent hermeneutic of open theism. Ware addresses key problems with open theology’s view of divine foreknowledge and eventually exposes that open theism eventually leads to the denial of more of God’s classic incommunicable attributes such as omnipresence and even their own understanding of omniscience (p. 84). Ware also spends much time addressing open theism’s attack on divine wisdom. Ware, theologically, emphasizes that the very majesty and godness of God is found in His exhaustive knowledge of all things. Ware presents much more biblical data in support for divine foreknowledge than open theists would present in support for their conclusions. With careful hermeneutics and sound theology Ware is able to expose the cracks of open theism both philosophically and biblically.

In part three of the book Ware devotes three areas of Christian living that inevitable must fall in open theism: prayer, trust in God’s guidance, and trust in the midst of suffering. The reviewer found part three of the book devotionally refreshing. While Ware’s main purpose was to expose open theisms downfalls in these areas of the Christian’s walk with God, Ware also manages to teach the correction application of these Christian disciplines. If any critique can be given on part three, the reviewer would like to have seen Ware address more areas that open theism addresses in the Christian life. Although prayer, trust in God’s guidance, and theodicy are the obviously affected by open theism, it would be nice to see a section given to other repercussions of open theism (perhaps evangelism, ministry, the church, eschatology, work of the Spirit in the believer’s life, etc.). Ware does a good job in applying the theology he has practiced in part two of the book. Ware is able to show how a correct theology proper should change and enhance a believers love, appreciation, and worship for God.

To conclude his book Ware ends by addressing the glory of God and its relationship with open theism. He simply shows the readers that the glory of God is directly tied to His comprehensive knowledge of all things and His absolute sovereignty to reign and to rule. To believe in open theism is to have a man-centered view and man-glorifying theology. In order for God to be most glorious and absolutely sovereign and omniscient God is necessary.

The reviewer believes that Ware did an excellent job in clarifying and critiquing the position of open theism from a biblical perspective. He was able to clearly draw lines around open theism, clearly distinguishing it from classical Arminianism (which could be a difficult task). He was fair in representing the opposition. The reviewer also would liked to have seen more material how open theism explains God’s involvement with the cross of Christ, the Gospel. All in all, Ware gave a clear a concise conclusion that the god of open theism cannot be accepted as biblical and that it falls short of the God that has been revealed in the Bible.

This is by no means a book that should be reserved for those in full-time ministry, but can be read by all Christians. Although all Christians may read it, it would be most helpful if read by those involved in ministry leadership and student ministries. With open theism being a fairly new contemporary movement it would be great to equip the younger generation with a resource like Ware’s book. With the current state of the church open theism will only push the church away from biblical Christianity. I would also suggest that an individual may not even need to read the entire book in order to gain helpful insight regarding open theism. The most effective chapters to read would be those found in part two of the book where Ware gives full development of his arguments.

Kids.

2009-08-04T16:44:00.000-07:00

Ever feel like being a child again? Living life with little worry and doubt. Knowing that your parents will always put food on your table and that they’ll always be there to pick you up after school? Those days were simple and unfortunately pass.

Eventually we all face life. We all face the difficulties and struggles that accompany living in a world corrupted by sin. As children we may not be completely aware of the sinful world we live in, but eventually it becomes more and more of a reality as we age. We are eventually exposed to a world of evil that in some way shape or form creeps its way into your life.

It doesn’t matter how Christian you are—you will face hardship. It doesn’t even matter how human you are—you will face hardship. We find these difficulties from a wide variety of sources and shapes. They may be as miniscule as an argument with a friend or as gargantuan as a teen pregnancy in your own household—it doesn’t matter this is the world we live in.

In my young 23 years of life I have faced a great deal of pain in my life; pain that is seldom spoken out loud, pain that is seldom shared for the public ear, pain that causes questions. How does a believer respond to such difficult situations? How can a believer honor God when his/her life is in such pain and confusion?

There are a few things that I consistently remind myself when dealing with such situations that bring me back to a certain level of sanity:

1.Pray that God reveal my sin. We may not realize it, but many times the pain and struggles we face are caused by our own reckless sinful nature. To pray that God reveal our sin so that it can be killed and expelled by the Holy Spirit helps diminish the pain and suffering we face.

Psalm 139:23-24, “Search me, O God, and know my hearts; try me and know my anxious thoughts; and see if there be any hurtful way in me, and lead me in the everlasting way.”

There is no hiding sin before a omniscient and omnipresent God. He is fully aware and all the believer can do is be humble and ask for God to make known the things in life that are ungodly and sinful.

2.When not caused by our own sin, understand that suffering is a part of the Christian life and is used to draw us closer to God and to bring glory to God.

Let’s be honest, we often get hit with struggles and lows during times when we feel we are walking closely with our Lord. When life feels like a well oiled machine and things are working at full capacity we often get bogged down by some random trial or struggle.

Suffering should be expected in our life:

Philippians 1:29-30, “For to you it has been granted for Christ’s sake, not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for His sake, experiencing the same conflict which you saw in me, and now hear to be in me.”

1 Peter 2:21, “For you have been called for this purpose, since Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example for you to follow in His steps”

Romans 8:28-30, “And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.”

For some reason, when we encounter suffering it points us back to the cross. It is a mere reminder of the massive pain and suffering that Christ had endured on the cross. It humbles us and brings us to the reality of the greater pain Christ endured. The pain that we feel is but a drop in the bucket in comparison to that experienced by Christ. In a way our sufferings should produce a deeper love and commitment to follow the Savior.

3.Remember that God is absolutely sovereign and will accomplish His purposes.

This is perhaps the most difficult one to swallow because it is accompanied with so many more questions. Questions that will require a whole other blog to answer, but for the time being we must settle with knowing that God is completely good and completely sovereign.

Ephesians 1:11b, “ . . . having been predestined according to His purpose who works all things after the counsel of His will”

Psalm 115:3, “But our God is in the heavens; He does whatever He pleases.”

Job 42:2, “I know that You can do all things, and that no purpose of Yours can be thwarted.”

We just have to realize that all things will work for His glory. All things, even the difficult and painful things in our life bring glory to God. Whether it produces greater love for the Savior in the hearts of the believer, or the condemnation of a guilty unbeliever—all glorify God.

4.Sufferings and trials do not eradicate the believer’s call to obedience and dependency on God.

Reading Psalm 3 and 4 have been part of my devotions the last few days and I’ve been humbled by its God-centeredness and conviction in my own life.

Even in difficulty David can say, “But You, O Lord, are a shield about me, my glory, and the one who lifts my head” (Ps. 3:2-3). I want to rest in God even in the face of the difficulties in my life.

Later in Psalm 4 David goes on to say, “Offer the sacrifices of righteousness, and trust in the Lord.” I hope that even in my life when I feel confused in the midst of difficulty and struggle that I would continue to pursue righteousness and trust in the Lord.

Conclusion

These are just a few thoughts that run through my mind when the world can seem so gut wrenching. I am glad that the Lord is quick to relieve me with His Word and His promises. I love my God. He is absolutely sovereign even in the face of difficulty.

I pray that every person would come to know such a God, the Lord, the God who never fails, falters, or stumbles, the God who sustains and works all things for the greater purpose of His glory. The God of the Bible. The God who has provided salvation through the perfect life and atoning sacrifice of the Lord Jesus Christ for all who trust in Him. The God who can be our greatest comfort in life’s most pressing moments.

So to answer my initial question, yes I do want to be a child. And thankfully I always am a child, a child of God.

Book Review!

2009-08-03T21:51:00.000-07:00

Here is a book review on The King James Only Controversy by James R. White. Hope you enjoy it and find it a worthy resource. I do understand that many people may not be involved in King James Only circles, but it is always good to be aware of issues that are happening within the Church community. Enjoy!

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James R. White is an elder for Phoenix Reformed Baptist Church. In addition to his eldership, White is also the director of Alpha and Omega Ministries and is heavily involved in the Christian arena of apologetics. Here we find White contributing a book that addresses the issues of King James Onlyism and asks if we can trust the modern translations of the Bible. White is sufficiently trained to handle such a topic having taught in the College of Christian Studies, Grand Canyon University.

The aim of the book is stated early in the book’s introduction. White clearly states his goal, “This book is written because of a desire for peace in the church of Jesus Christ. We are not speaking of a peace that is purchased at the price of compromise, but a peace that comes from single-minded devotion to the things of God” (Introduction—p. v). He clearly wants to bring clarity to the debate of King James Onlyism. His definition is also reiterated and given much more detail towards the end of the book stating, “This book has been a plea for understanding. It is my desire that the reader, upon completing this work, will first and foremost have a desire to understand why our English translations of the Bible read as they do . . . I have written this work for the person who has a godly desire to know the truth. I have not attempted to convince the already convinced. I have written for those who are seeking answers, facts, explanations.” (p. 249). The point of the book is very clear—we are to have clarity on the issues regarding the King James Only controversy for the practical purpose of knowing, appreciating, and understanding God and His Word and to use the information to bring Christians together in single-mindedness for God.

White seeks to accomplish this by laying some very early groundwork quickly describing the different categories of King James users may fall into. He defines the people groups and attitudes towards the KJV. He also gives the historical context for the formation of the KJV only Bible. After the introductory work about the KJV White transitions into presenting the case for modern translations by giving the system in which modern translations are based on and have been found to be accurate. After providing adequate information for the reader to understand both the background of the KJV and many of our modern manuscripts and translations White begins to pit the two alongside each other in the following chapters.

White clearly defends the modern translations’ credibility by presenting the reader with historical evidences, philosophical arguments, and sound theological insight. Historical evidences may include the errors in the printing of the AV 1611 or the translation philosophy of Erasmus and those who worked and helped provide the manuscripts of the KJV. Theological insight is found often in this book as White clearly presents Scripture that show common misconceptions in the doctrine of biblical preservation. White also spent some time in the book addressing the extreme KJV advocates and their horrible misconceptions of modern translations of the Bible. He exposes such people as G.A. Riplinger and Dr. Peter Ruckman. Among other issues that are addressed is the King James Onlyism translation hypocrisy. White notes that the translators of the KJV use the same translation philosophy of many modern translations.

White beautifully structures much of the book in a way that the reader can use as a quick referencing tool that may require knowledge on the KJV Onlyism controversy. White arranges the book in an “encyclopedic” fashion (p. 149). These sections are filled with information in addressing the KJV original manuscripts as well as addressing issues on the inspiration of the English translations. Examples are formatted in a way as to present a KJV translation and a modern translation followed by an explanation of the implications of the differences. Many examples are given when White presents his defense which helps the reader be thorough on the subject—understanding both views. His work is thorough and often points to minute translation/manuscript issues that may initially sneak past the eye but carry such great weight and consequences. He clearly communicates and argues for the acceptance to use modern translations.

I believe that this book can be especially helpful for any individual that may be struggling with the King James Only Controversy, any individual seeking to be in full-time ministry, or to anybody struggling with a friend, neighbor, or loved one who has a different view. Its “encyclopedic” format helps this book be a resource to any serious Christian seeking to deepen their understanding of God, you do not need to be a professor, pastor, or seminary student to understand and be aware of the KJV only controversy. Despite the book’s ability to be a resources to the everyday believer it also contains a section towards the end of the book that can give supplemental aide for those who know the original languages.

As stated, White wants this book to be used in an encouraging and God-honoring manner. White has done an adequate job in teaching and displaying the Word of God has authoritative and that the modern translations are faithful and accurate. White’s purpose in writing the book can only be fulfilled if the reader correctly applies the truths presented in this book. It is undoubted that the information is present and reliable, but to translate the information into ministry, life, or evangelism, is the key challenge.

Roadblocks of Doing Good Theology

2009-07-27T11:46:00.000-07:00

Many would imagine that the benefits seen in doing good theology would encourage and drive a church to pursue good doctrine at any cost, but unfortunately that is not the case. There are many roadblocks that stand in the way of many churches from pursuing God-honoring theology. Perhaps the greatest challenge is that of postmodernism.

Postmodernism strips away the absolute truth. Ultimately, taking away any certainty of our faith and our belief. Philip G. Ryken says, “Postmodernism says that there is no truth, with a capital T. It is not merely skeptical about knowing the truth, but denies that there is any one absolute and universal truth to be known at all . . . Truth is subjective; what is most real and most true is my own experience” (Only One Way Ed. Phillips, 89). The very essence of truth is being questioned and postmodern thinking is challenging the very nature and character of God. My concern as a servant of Christ is to stand in the truth and aide in preventing postmodernity from infiltrating the church walls. I believe that for a church or a believer to adopt this model of thinking is contra-biblical. We do not serve a God that is uncertain and untrue, but rather we find the exact opposite. I strongly believe that Postmodernism’s denial of the truth is detrimental to the life of the church and the believer as an individual. The Gospel is based on the truth. Not only is the Gospel based on theological truth, but even historical truth because apart from the actual historical death and resurrection of Christ our faith is in vain (1 Corinthians 15:14). Christianity is based on truth.

One of the more subtle movements that are threatening the church today is postconservatism. Postconversatives claim to hold to the foundations of conservative theologians. But their favor of the coherence model of truth creates massive clashes between the church community and the Word of God. In my perspective it seems as though it creates pluralism between cultures, opposed to pluralism between individuals. It allows for the church community to determine their own acceptable truths in relation to previous church groups in the past and the future. While postconservatives may claim to hold to the foundations of conservative Christianity postconservatives actually finds themselves moving away from the center. Roger Olson a proponent of postconservatism says, “by becoming postconservative while retaining and even strengthening evangelical distinctives; by being open to revision in belief and practice that is required by fresh understanding of God’s word” (Olson n.d., 17). How can the center and orthodoxy be retained if there is revision? Postconservativism creates many problems for myself in ministry because it has the potential to take away the very faith we stand on.

Along with postconservatism, the emergent movement has stemmed from postmodernist to create waves of problems within the church. According to www.emergentvillage.com the movement consists of a network of friends that were unhappy with the conventional way the church practices theology (Emeregent Village). They are more open about their view of practicing orthodox theology in the church body. I believe that this is a very dangerous movement within the church and the issues regarding the emergent church movement can be addressed by the application of proper theology. I have found that very helpful tool in addressing the emergent church movement is D.A. Carson’s book, Becoming Conversant with the Emergent Church: Understanding a Movement and Its Implications. In the book Carson presents some strengths of the movement (mainly their assessment of the culture) and points out many errors that arise with the movement. Part of my conviction as a shepherd would be to teach good theology regarding the church body. In observing the emergent church movement I can see the importance of having a Scriptural view of the church body. A failure to teach biblical ecclesiology may have dangerous results like the emergent church movement.

Personally, I feel as though the greatest struggle that I may face ministering in a postmodern world is to have a mindset that in my own knowledge I would be able to turn a persons heart toward God. I am undoubtedly sure that God will have to constantly remind me that only He can open the eyes of the individual. I am convinced that my task is to teach the truth regardless of the outcome and to continue to walk with Him. The best thing I could do in a postmodern world is to teach the truth of Scripture. As a pastor my goal in ministry would be to an accurate preacher of the Word whether it be systematic, historical, biblical, philosophical, or practical theology.

Concluding the previous series of posts regarding: Theology, the Pastor, and the Churc

Theology is a vital part of the church and the believer. Theology, when done correctly, allows a believer to draw closer to God and find joy in knowing Him. Maurice Roberts comments saying,

The thought of God should be the Christian’s panacea. It should cure all his ills at a stroke. And what an infinity there is in the thought of God! Nothing can approach in beauty to the idea of the true and living God. That there exists a Being who is infinite in power, knowledge and goodness, that that Being cares for me with a perfect love as though I were the only man in existence, that he loved me before I was born and created me to enjoy him eternally and that he sent his Son to suffer the agony of the cross to secure my eternal happiness—that, surely, must be a thought to end all sorrow. It ought to be and often it is (Roberts 1994, 5).

As a pastor my conviction is to do Scripturally sound based theology, to proclaim Christ, and to encourage believers, to guard the faith and to pass it on to disciples who will follow. As a pastor my convictions are to teach the Scriptures holistically for the benefit and encouragement of the elect and myself. Having proper thoughts of God is the greatest task a believer can ever do. Doing good theology changes lives and glorifies God and it is something that should be pursued by every believer.

Theology's Role in the Local Church

2009-07-23T22:46:00.000-07:00

The Pastor and His Need to do Theology

There is a deep conviction in my life to be a committed under-shepherd of God, to be a servant of the Chief Shepherd Jesus Christ by helping lead the flock toward Him. My convictions echo the sentiment of Paul when he wrote, “We proclaim Him, admonishing every man and teaching every man with all wisdom, so that we may present every man complete in Christ. For this purpose also I labor, striving according to His power, which mightily works within me” (Colossians 1:28-29). As an aspiring pastor I have a responsibility to proclaim Christ and to admonish and teach His people. In order to accomplish this task theology plays an inevitable role.

Just like Paul I have convictions to preach Christ. My conviction is to proclaim Christ with theological astuteness. Mark Dever says, “The most important and fundamental role of the pastor is to preach the Gospel clearly. The primacy of preaching will never change, no matter what stage of life the church is in . . . preaching will always be primary because the church is distinguished from the world by living on every word that comes from the mouth of God (Matt. 4:4)” (The Deliberate Church, 89). I am in wholehearted agreement with this statement. Mark Dever relates the holiness of the church to the preaching of the Word of God which essentially requires a pastor to do theology. It is important that as a preacher that I preach the truth, not merely facts. The preaching of Christ must not just involve intellectual ascent, but must involve my whole being. D.A. Carson says, “Mere orthodoxy is not enough; Christians must live out their creed. The gospel of the crucified Messiah must transform not only our beliefs but our behavior. And where deviations from the way of the cross are sufficiently notorious, that leader may have to resort to some form of discipline” (The Cross and Christian Ministry, 109). The preaching of the theology of the Gospel absent of a God changed life would be a failure.

My pursuit of accurate theology is not constrained to the preaching of the Word, but also for the sanctification of God’s children. Teaching and admonishing the people of God is a difficult task that requires theology. Teaching and admonishing may take form in many ways in pastoral ministry; whether preaching, counseling, discipleship, or protecting the flock, all must be done through a sound theological lens. The sanctification of the flock of God is directly tied to the Word of God, “Sanctify them in the truth; Your word is truth” (John 17:17). I would endeavor to teach the people of God theology by way of expository preaching and instruction in the propositional truths found in Scripture. To teach the Word of God is to aide in the sanctification of a believer. Jesus has clearly stated that to sanctify the people of God is to use the truth of God.

As part of my efforts to teach the Word of God would be an emphasis of one-on-one discipleship within the church. Growing up I was a first hand witness of the failure to make disciples. I would try my best to pass on the faith to faithful men (2 Timothy 2:2). I have a strong conviction to help raise leaders in the church and to see others grow in their faith and maturity of God.

Lastly, I have a longing to practice and teach theology to the church with much love to the people out of a love for God. To properly feed the sheep requires a love for God (John 21:15-17). I honestly believe that a genuine love for the people opens doors for the pastor to be effective in ministry. Regarding love and shepherding Charles Jefferson says, “Whatever other virtues a shepherd of Christ’s sheep may have, without love he is poor and naked. He must have many virtues, but the one that gives vitality to all of them, and which binds them all together, is love. He has various works to do, but his supreme work is loving. If he loves he will do all the things which shepherds ought to do” (The Minister as Shepherd, 56). Theology with a loving heart is a must for any person that is shepherding the flock of God.

The Flock and Theology

Despite what many may think, the congregation is also obligated to do theology. While the pastor teaches and does theology before the local church; its members ought to emulate that attitude. Every thought of the believer must be taken captive by the glory of God. I believe that the pastor should do all that he can to stimulate growth in the flock. His endeavor should be like that of Paul in Philippians 3:8, “More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ.” As a pastor I would labor for the sheep of the flock to realize this great truth, that knowing God is greater than any joy in this world. But in order for people to reach this maximum joy and contentment (even in life’s deepest and darkest moments) would require a deep understanding of God and His Word. I believe that as the eyes of God’s children open wider and wider to His truth they will find drastic contentment like that of Paul. The results of an intimate knowledge of God can produce much fruit for the believer. J.I. Packer says that the results of knowing God is people who have great energy for Him, thoughts of Him, show great boldness for Him, and have great contentment in Him (Knowing God, 27-31). If the people of God are committed to taking up their crosses and being disciples of the Lord Jesus Christ they will be willing to engage in serious theology.

I would not only encourage believers to do good theology for their own benefit, but also for the benefit of the church fellowship. As a collective group the group that practices and does good theology will be able to hold each other accountable to a God honoring biblical standard. I honestly believe in Proverbs 27:17 when it says, “Iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another.” So the church should seek out to sharpen each other and help point each other to Christ by proper theology. As the pastor seeks to teach the flock sound theology, the pastor will see the benefits not just for the church, but for the church’s leadership as well because its members would have biblical discernment to keep leadership accountable. When leaders are held accountable to do good theology the church is strengthened. I would labor to build up church members that are theologically sound so as to even hold myself accountable, not just for my own benefit, but for the benefit of the church body.

It is important the believers see their role of theology in the church. Members who do proper theology in their ministry will produce more meaningful ministry that honor God. The spiritual growth and theology done by an individual must not solely rest on the pastor; each and every member is a child of God that is called to serve Him in some way, shape, or form in the local church.

2009-07-20T18:29:00.000-07:00

Hello Blogworld!

I am on summer vacation! I just finished writing a paper for my theology 1 class and now I have until late August to prepare for the coming fall semester. Anyhoot, here are some things to think about that I learned in my theology class. If you're saying that this sounds familiar, it probably is. We discussed the contents of this blog and upcoming blogs at our Wednesday Night Bible Study! Alrighty, enjoy!!!

p.s. - I changed the citations, I just put the name of the book in parenthesis.

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What is Theology? Why is it important?

“Doctrine divides” is a phrase that I often heard in the church community in which I was raised. The attitudes of those surrounding me towards doctrine and theology were downplayed, much like many of the westernized churches today. From my perspective there is a lessoned value that is set on doctrine and theology in church circles today because of its potential to “divide” the church. Theology is vital for the church and for the believer as an individual.

What is Theology?

Perhaps the reason why people are so fearful to indulge in theology is because of a lack of understanding of what it actually is and the benefits it produces in the Christian walk. Theology is the study of God. We can accomplish this in many ways (Biblical Theology, systematic theology, historical theology, etc.) but all must be traced back to one common source—God Himself as revealed in His Word . Wayne Grudem defines systematic theology as, “any study that answers the question, ‘What does the whole Bible teach us today?’ about any given topic” (Systematic Theology, 21). Theology must be centered on the Word of God. I am strongly convinced that theology is vital in the believer’s life, both for their salvation and their sanctification.

The Gospel and Theology

It is inevitable that theology and the Gospel are intertwined together. What I think about God can drastically change my outlook on the Gospel. The Gospel is rooted in God Himself. It is rooted in His character, His work, His love, His personhood, His very nature. If I fail to have proper doctrine in key area regarding the Gospel I put myself and those I minister to at risk of eternal disappointment. The key teachings of the Gospel must be theologically and Scripturally sound in order to avoid any pitfalls. My response to “doctrine divides,” is an emphatic, “doctrine does divide—the sheep from the goats!” But the importance of theology does not only end here with the Gospel but even extends itself into my very own walk with God.

Worship and Theology

The benefits of theology and doctrine to the believer are valuable. By achieving the answer to “what does the Bible teach today?” the believer has at his hands precious truths that can significantly alter his walk with God. Wayne Grudem comments saying, “I do not believe that God intended the study of theology to be dry and boring. Theology is the study of God and all his works! Theology is meant to be lived and prayed and sung!” (Systematic Theology, 16). It is not knowledge to be horded solely for the mind of the believer but must find its way into the life of every believer. Wayne Grudem continues to say, “Nowhere in Scripture do we find doctrine studied for its own sake or in isolation from life. The biblical writers consistently apply their teaching to life” (Systematic Theology, 23). Theology can richly deepen my love and walk with God!

Good Music

2009-07-13T22:03:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

Haven't posted in awhile, but here's a great song that I've been listening to a lot lately. It's called, "I Will Glory in My Redeemer."

I Will Glory In My Redeemer - Enfield

Here are the lyrics:
I will glory in my Redeemer
Whose priceless blood has ransomed me
Mine was the sin that drove the bitter nails
And hung Him on that judgment tree
I will glory in my Redeemer
Who crushed the power of sin and death
My only Savior before the Holy Judge
The Lamb Who is my righteousness
The Lamb Who is my righteousness

I will glory in my Redeemer
My life He bought, my love He owns
I have no longings for another
I’m satisfied in Him alone
I will glory in my Redeemer
His faithfulness my standing place
Though foes are mighty and rush upon me
My feet are firm, held by His grace
My feet are firm, held by His grace

I will glory in my Redeemer
Who carries me on eagle's wings
He crowns my life with lovingkindness
His triumph song I'll ever sing
I will glory in my Redeemer
Who waits for me at gates of gold
And when He calls me it will be paradise
His face forever to behold
His face forever to behold
His face forever to behold

Danger!

2009-05-03T21:43:00.001-07:00

How could something so beautiful cause so much drama?

The Car Nap Equation

2009-04-30T09:03:00.001-07:00

Bible Study

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Homework

= Sleeping late

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Sleeping late

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Waking up early (5:00am)

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1 hour drive to school

= Car nap

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Car nap + tired = drool.

I love seminary...

For the Lord,
Mark Pakingan

Homework?

2009-04-22T11:21:00.001-07:00

Here's one of my outlined assignments for my preaching class. We have to make one weekly and I'm thinking about posting others that we have already completed. I figure I could share this one since it was taught on a Wednesday night a few weeks ago. Nonetheless, it just a raw outline with some additional outlines. Well, I hope you guys are encouraged by it and I hope you guys can share this with somebody. Have a great day.

Note: the key questions at the bottom are a few questions that you may ask yourself as you do your study. Every student of the Bible must ask key questions when studying their Bible and must know how to use the tools to answer these questions and ask above all ask the Spirit to teach us the answers. There are a plethora of questions that must be asked, but those are just a few.

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[Application] We must listen and take heed to God’s wisdom when it calls before it is too late. To do otherwise will lead to failure.

[Commentaries]
The Bible Knowledge Commentary (Dallas Seminary)

Matthew Henry’s Commentary on the Whole Bible

J.E. Smith, The Wisdom Literature and Psalms

Robert Jamieson, A.R. Fausset, and David Brown. Commentary Critical and Explanatory on the Whole Bible.

[Propositional Statement] Because wisdom is available, we must be aware of its presence and affects in our lives.

[Outline]

I. Be aware of wisdom’s call (v. 20 – 23)
a. Wisdom calls out publicly; she is available (v. 20–21)
b. Wisdom is available to the naïve, scoffers, and to fools (v. 22)
c. Wisdom is given to those who listen to its reproof (v. 23)

II. Be aware of the consequences of rejecting wisdom (v. 24–32)
a. Wisdom is not available after she has been rejected (v. 24, 28)
b. Wisdom must be sought and obtained before calamity and distress (v. 26-28)
c. The rejection of knowledge displays a lack of fear for God (v. 29)
d. The rejection of knowledge leads to destruction (v. 31–32)

III. Be aware of the benefits of embracing wisdom (v. 33)
a. Listening to wisdom provides safety (v. 33a)
b. Listening to wisdom provides peaceful living (v. 33b)

[Key questions]

1.What is the source of this wisdom?

2.Why is wisdom plural in the original (v. 20)?
חָכְמוֹת

3.How does wisdom manifest itself? (v. 29 – 22)

4.How do we properly interpret the personification of wisdom?

5.What do the words “shouts,” “lifts up her voice,” and “cries” say about the manner wisdom chooses to communicate (v. 20 – 21)?

6.What kind of security is promised by listening to wisdom? Financial? Spiritual? Etc. (v. 33)

7.How do we discern when wisdom has abandoned us?

8.What, if any, is the relationship between knowledge and wisdom? Can wisdom be purely intellectual knowledge?

Another Song...

2009-04-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

Wow, it feels like this blog has more to do with music than it does my journey through seminary. Nonetheless, I love music. Albeit my musical skills are vastly limited--music is fun. I like to listen to all kinds of music, but perhaps my favorite are hymns. I especially really enjoy hymns because of how rich they are in their theology. They are songs that encourage my heart and remind me of God's greatness, songs that contain Scriptural truth that spark your heart and mind to think about God, love God, and follow Him.

One of the these songs is "In the Cross Alone I Glory." Here's a version by Matthew Hammitt that I really enjoy and listen to frequently.

In The Cross Alone I Glory - Bethany Dillon & Matt Hammitt

And of course, here are the lyrics:
Verse 1
In the cross alone I glory
Recognition laying down
Greatest treasures count as worthless
Standing next to Heaven’s crowns
Standing next to Heaven’s crowns

Verse 2
In the cross alone I glory
Ever reaching for the prize
Pressing on and laying hold of
That for which my savior died
That for which my savior died

Chorus 1
In the cross alone I glory
Nothing of my own to give
Only that which Christ has offered
For my soul that I may live
For my soul that I may live

Verse 3
In the cross alone I glory
Holding fast the word of life
Toiling not in vain but being
Poured out as a sacrifice
Poured out as a sacrifice

Bridge
Never will I seek the glory
That was never meant for me
Always heavenward reflecting
All to Jesus to receive
All to Jesus to receive
All to Jesus to receive
Lyrics taken from: http://www.worshiptogether.com/songs/songdetail.aspx?iid=561619

Have a good day glorying in the cross!

Would You Rather?

2009-03-31T08:58:00.000-07:00

Would you rather? Is a game that I've been playing since childhood. In the game, you're faced with two options that you would never want to experience and you're forced to choose. For example:

Would you rather have really good looking teeth with horrible breath, or would your rather have really ugly teeth but fresh breath?

Would you rather have your eyes glued open forever or have your eyes shut forever?

Would you rather be able to fly, or would you rather have the ability to fly?

Sure, the questions are all fun and hypothetical, but what do we do when we are faced with the ultimate would you rather question: Would you rather have Jesus than anything this world affords today?

I was stunned at the boldness of this song. I hope and pray and ask God that He would make this true in my life. How about you?

I’d Rather Have Jesus
I’d rather have Jesus than silver or gold;
I’d rather be His than have riches untold;
I’d rather have Jesus than houses or lands,
I’d rather be led by His nail pierced hand.

Than to be a king of a vast domain
Or be held in sin’s dread sway,
I’d rather have Jesus than anything
This world affords today.

I’d rather have Jesus than men’s applause;
I’d rather be faithful to His dear cause;
I’d rather have Jesus than world-wide fame,
I’d rather be true to His holy name.

He’s fairer than lilies of rarest bloom;
He’s sweeter than honey from out of the comb;
He’s all that my hungering spirit needs,
I’d rather have Jesus and let Him lead.

Think about it . . .

2009-02-16T20:34:00.000-08:00

“The thought of God should be the Christian’s panacea. It should cure all his ills at a stroke. And what an infinity there is in the thought of God! Nothing can approach in beauty to the idea of the true and living God. That there exists a Being who is infinite in power, knowledge and goodness, that that Being cares for me with a perfect love as though I were the only man in existence, that he loved me before I was born and created me to enjoy him eternally and that he sent his Son to suffer the agony of the cross to secure my eternal happiness—that, surely, must be a thought to end all sorrow. It ought to be and often it is.”

—The Thought of God (pg. 5)

Wow, is this how you think about God?

The Power of the Cross!

2009-02-10T17:17:00.000-08:00

The last three chapel's have been very encouraging. We're 3/4 the way through our faculty lecture series, "Penal Substitutionary Atonment." Last week, Dr. Barrick taught on the topic seen in the Old Testament. He ended with having the entire student body sing the following song. Enjoy...

"The Power of the Cross"
Words and Music by Keith Getty & Stuart Townend
Copyright © 2005 Thankyou Music

Oh, to see the dawn
Of the darkest day:
Christ on the road to Calvary.
Tried by sinful men,
Torn and beaten, then
Nailed to a cross of wood.

CHORUS:
This, the pow'r of the cross:
Christ became sin for us;
Took the blame, bore the wrath—
We stand forgiven at the cross.

Oh, to see the pain
Written on Your face,
Bearing the awesome weight of sin.
Ev'ry bitter thought,
Ev'ry evil deed
Crowning Your bloodstained brow.

Now the daylight flees;
Now the ground beneath
Quakes as its Maker bows His head.
Curtain torn in two,
Dead are raised to life;
"Finished!" the vict'ry cry.

Oh, to see my name
Written in the wounds,
For through Your suffering I am free.
Death is crushed to death;
Life is mine to live,
Won through Your selfless love.

FINAL CHORUS:
This, the pow'r of the cross:
Son of God—slain for us.
What a love! What a cost!
We stand forgiven at the cross.

2009-01-31T23:22:00.000-08:00

Traffic.

Buena Park to Sun Valley. Sun Valley to Buena Park. Although on paper (or maybe I should say, “on your computer screen”) the separation of the two may seem as minuscule as the word “to” the reality is that that “to” should be translated as “Los Angeles.”

One of the obstacles of my seminary life is how to deal with the patience inducing traffic of Southern California. So far, all has been fine as I leave my house at a crisp 5:45 AM from Tuesday to Thursday and despite how early this may sound to you, it is not early for the plethora of people making their way to work in one of the busiest cities in the world.

Do not get me wrong. Leaving at 5:45 surely has its benefits and I CERTAINLY miss the bulk of the morning rush (leaving past 7 would ensure a 2 hour drive to school), but there are still the occasional tie ups. The biggest tie up occurring as the 101 passes downtown LA. As nice as it is to idle past gargantuan buildings that tower into the sky as the sun rises, the anticipation of the sweet release of traffic overpowers the imagery. One by one, as the 101 empties out of LA and opens up into Hollywood, cars go from stop to a sudden GO. It becomes a race. People speed away from the monster that is traffic.

Similarly, and in many ways I feel as though God has suddenly brought quick and sudden changes in my life. God has stepped on the gas and has given me a sudden “GO.” To imagine, in August of 2008 I officially ended my undergraduate work and from August to January I endured the quite life of “traffic.” During those months, I had lessened responsibility at work, was not a full-time student, and was living at home; God had forced me to slow down.

I can remember praying to God during those times, “God, do what you desire in my life. I will accept whatever you have laid before me as long as it You are glorified. Glorify Your name at any cost in my life. Just give me something!” And let me tell you something, God definitely knows how to answer prayers.

Today? The grueling schedule, the academic demands of graduate work, ministry involvement, and making time for my loved ones are a challenge. The time I have is limited and I’ve learned that I need to spend it wisely. I am reminded of the words of James, “Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. You are just a vapor that appears for a little while and then vanishes away . . . Therefore to one who knows the right thing to do and does not do it, to him it is sin” (4:14, 17).

God has put a certain season in my life that requires I endure the hardship of a student (once again). But this time it is different, the object of my study is God Himself. The late nights of work, the weekends spent studying, the study sessions; they all come together and draw me closer to God. Life, for many, is fast-paced. Do not let it slip away.

“But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal; for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”
Matthew 6:20 – 21(emphasis added)

Serving the Savior,
Mark Pakingan

Week One!

2009-01-15T19:05:00.001-08:00

Praise to Jesus Christ. He has given us salvation through the cross and deserves all glory and honor! God is gracious and His love endures forever!

This past week has been a great evidence of God’s wonderful grace in my life as I have just finished my first week of seminary. Long awaited excitement has finally come to fruition as I begin classes. To blog comprehensively and to give you all the nuances of this first week would be a feat too difficult to accomplish, but I will share some things that God has placed upon my heart.

I have never been more convicted to run and spend time with God, both in prayer and in His Word. Spending time to pray to the Father and to spend time in the Word is the sweetest part of my day. I am constantly reminded through my relationship with Christ that my time at this school should only better my relationship with Him. To lose Christ for pursuit of academic excellence would be failure, but for God to use my studies to draw me closer to Himself would be the greatest joy in life. Living with the understanding that all the knowledge gained will allow me to dig deeper into the riches of Scripture and know God in a more intimate way makes all the difficult assignments, mountains of reading, and lots of writing much worth the hard work and effort.

I am thankful that I am not alone as I seek more of God. I share this same desire to know God with a host of other men on campus. It is a privilege to be in the company of such men who have such a high view of God and humble view of self. I only pray that God would cultivate a similar attitude in myself as I continue to walk with Him.

Lastly, it would be a crime to sit back and hoard all the riches of knowing Christ to myself. I can only pray that as I minister to those within the Church that I can encourage them to follow hard after God. Paul says in II Timothy 2:10, “For this reason I endure all things for the sake of those who are chosen, so that they also may obtain the salvation which is in Christ Jesus and with it eternal glory.”

As I said before, this is by no means a comprehensive list of God’s work in my life, but rather just a glimpse of His mercy.

“Open my eyes, that I may behold Wonderful things from Your law.” Psalm 119:18

God is so Good!
Mark Pakingan

First Post!

2009-01-09T08:21:00.001-08:00

Hello!

That’s correct, after much thought I have decided to enter into the blog world. This time around may be much different from my past blogging experiences as my life is in a much different place. To those who may not know, I am entering my first semester at The Master’s Seminary in pursuit of my Masters in Divinity degree. In other words, God is leading me towards a lifetime of ministry and service for Him and His Kingdom.

Just as in any Kingdom there is a king, and every king has his subjects, which is why I have titled this blog, “Soldier, Athlete, Farmer.” Paul in his second letter to Timothy encourages him to be a soldier, athlete, and a farmer as he leads God’s flock.

Soldier

“Suffer hardship with me, as a good soldier of Christ Jesus. No Soldier in active service entangles himself in the affairs of everyday life, so that he may please the one who enlisted him as a soldier” (II Tim. 2:3 – 4).

I understand that being in ministry and serving as a soldier for Jesus Christ will be a very difficult task. There will be distractions in life that can distract from a whole hearted service to the King. But the truth is that there is a task, there is an enemy, there is a war, and the soldiers must be ready and active. Pray that as hardships come that I stand strong as a soldier for Christ Jesus.

Athlete

“Also if anyone competes as an athlete, he does not win the prize unless he competes according to the rules” (II Tim. 4:5).

If anybody has ever played a team sport, they’ll understand the value and necessity for every member on the team to understand the rules in order to succeed. If a team member consistently breaks the rules (a double dribble, false start, off-sides, etc..) the team suffers and will cost the team dearly. It is necessary to understand what God asks of us and how we ought to accomplish our tasks. Pray for a humble spirit and that I would submit to the authority of God seen in His Word.

Farmer

“The hard-working farmer ought to be the first to receive his share of the crops” (II Tim. 4:5).

My family back in the Philippines owns and operates rice farm and mill. The work that my grandfather and father and uncles performed growing up was no easy task. Waking up in the early morning, dealing with unruly animals, and the physical labor was strenuous and difficult. Ministry is hard-work, but your work yields fruit (both in heaven and earth). Pray that hard-work is never absent.

Grace

“You therefore, my son, be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus” (II Tim. 2:1)

In order to accomplish all of these, one must be strong in grace. Only by God’s grace can those fight as soldiers, compete as athletes, and work like a farmer. There is not ounce of flesh that should rejoice, because only by God’s grace does anybody accomplish anything. Pray that there is no self-dependency in an area of life, that there is total rest and reliance on the grace of God to sustain in every facet of life.

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